I wish people were all blind so that no one would have to care about being judged and looking good to impress people or feel more confident. I miss those days where I didn't know looks were so important and people still liked me for me. Now I would never leave my house to meet someone without drawing my brows, putting on my double eyelid tape and concealing my puffy eyebags. I'm not just insecure, I'm just straight up ugly. I'm so embarrassed by my bare face I would never take a picture of it with my eyes open. I want to do something about it... I want to go for plastic surgery. I can't even wait till I save up enough cash with some to spare so I can do something to my face. I feel even uglier than I was before and the fact that I'm coated with fats isn't helping at all.
